Its the night before Elizabeth receives her First Communion. The house is ready for the after party and the clothes are ready for us to be all pretty. I can't wait to see Elizabeth in her dress. It is beautiful. I will cry, I already have tonight. I have the same feeling before every big event (and some small ones too). Mom isn't here. And I miss her. On the bright side, Dad remembered it was a big day and called to check the times of the mass with me. I was going to call and remind him so it was nice he didn't need reminding this time. That is the other part of my bittersweet feeling. I am blessed with an amazing Dad. When he was healthy, he would have been 100% involved. It is good to know he is as involved as he can be.
I know my heavy feeling is normal. I miss my Mom, I wish she was here. But, I know she is here in spirit watching over us. I also was able to pass on a tradition she passed to me. I gave Elizabeth the necklace my Mom gave me and her Mom gave her on each of our First Communions. Its a special necklace for a special girl.
I love you Elizabeth Grace and can't wait to spend this wonderful celebration with you!
4 comments:
Oh, Joannie, this made me cry...I feel for you!! Here's hoping to a great First Communion!! What a milestone!! I'll be looking forward to the pictures!
Bless your heart. Have a wonderful day!
Joan, I know your mom was with you in spirit. I never met her, but knowing you, I think you are doing her proud.
What a wonderful family, bringing up your children with the love of God. Your family must be proud.
Alyzabeth's Mommy
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